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Maybe peace is the size of a teacup

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I found one! A teapot, that is. And it was just $5 from a local thrift store.

The title of this post is one of my favorite quotes from my favorite childhood book, Habibi by Naomi Shihab Nye. It alludes to the unifying power of tea across cultures. It’s a sweet sentiment, I think.

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Thoughts on Dawnguard

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I can’t believe it’s been a year (and one month, to be exact) since Skyrim came out, and there’s still so much I haven’t played yet. I love this game. While Oblivion was the first Elder Scrolls game I played and will always be my favorite, Skyrim brought to life a huge, immersive fantasy world in a way I never thought possible. It’s really been my dream as a kid, and a life-long lover of fantasy, to have a creative outlet like this. So, hey, thanks Bethesda!

I recently started Dawnguard, a DLC released a few months ago. I’m very close to the final stage, but I wanted to reflect on it before I finished the storyline.

WHAT I LOVE ABOUT DAWNGUARD

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I chose to play as a Dawnguard this time around since it fits with my character’s personality. Since my character is a stealthy archer, having a new weapon–a crossbow–is awesome. The crossbow is fun because it requires a totally new approach to sniping–loading a bolt takes much longer than knocking an arrow, so I really have to be sure that my shot is going to kill an enemy before I launch it. Also, bolts are much harder to find than arrows, so I have to use them carefully. I feel like this has made me a better sniper.

REALMS

Skyrim is already a beautiful game and I know there’s plenty I haven’t explored yet, but it’s fun to travel to new places. I found the Soul Cairn and Darkfall Cave to be interesting places, and of course, I love any chance to pick up new and exotic alchemical ingredients.

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I do feel like the pacing of the storyline is a little weird, as I find myself spending a long time in particular realms, but it’s a nice break from the typical Skyrim landscape.

SERANA

I always love new characters, and it’s great to have a new follower. Serana, the vampire princess, is definitely one of the best follower options in the whole game. She’s like a mix of Lydia and Karliah (from the Thieve’s Guild). She has a nice voice–which is important for a follower since you have to talk to them a lot–and uses magic, which is a nice balance to my character’s stealth. Plus, she’s pretty cute.

WHAT I DON’T LOVE ABOUT DAWNGUARD

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I was a bit disappointed in the armor choices for Dawnguards. The vampires get some pretty sweet armor in several options, but the Dawnguard heavy and light armor look the same. It comes in two colors, which is something, I guess. Whenever I play in a particular faction, I always wear that faction’s armor for the duration of the story, so I’m sticking with it. I feel like the light armor looks a bit bulky–I wish it were more attuned for stealthy characters, like the Thieve’s Guild armor. Mostly, there just aren’t enough choices, so it doesn’t really feel like “special” armor.

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C’mon, the vamp armor (left) is a bit cooler, right?

FACTION

The Dawnguards are all a bunch of douchebags. Like, obviously, the vamps aren’t much better, but I expect them to be assholes. Everyone in the Dawnguard is kind of rude or self-involved. Why should I even be helping these people? They gave me a crossbow, but that’s about it. Also, I am a bit disappointed in the castle. I haven’t finished the storyline yet so I don’t know if it gets nicer, but right now, there isn’t much to the facility. I wanted my own room with some sweet gear, dammit!

I plan to finish the game tomorrow–I’m very close to finding Auriel’s Bow, so it should be Epic Battle Time shortly after. And can I just say that I’m freakin’ stoked about the newest DLC, Dragonborn? I wish I had an Xbox so I could play it now, but we all know PC gaming is superior. ;)

Apple trees

I’m not normally a crazy Christmas person but this year I wanted to get decorations up as soon as possible. I’ve been feeling like a total homebody lately, and I’m of the mind that Christmas lights make everything prettier. Last year, I felt like we didn’t have very much time to enjoy our Christmas decorations, so we got an early start this time around. As you can see, Sofie was a little overwhelmed by all of the new shiny lights everywhere.

I love the ancient and medieval history and mythology of Christmas, especially the tradition of the Christmas tree. According to this article, Medieval Christmas Traditions:

The tree was an important symbol to every Pagan culture. The oak in particular was venerated by the Druids. Evergreens, which in ancient Rome were thought to have special powers and were used for decoration, symbolized the promised return of life in the spring and came to symbolize eternal life for Christians. The Vikings hung fir and ash trees with war trophies for good luck.

In the middle ages, the Church would decorate trees with apples on Christmas Eve, which they called “Adam and Eve Day.” However, the trees remained outdoors. In sixteenth-century Germany, it was the custom for a fir tree decorated with paper flowers to be carried though the streets on Christmas Eve to the town square, where, after a great feast and celebration that included dancing around the tree, it would be ceremonially burned.

Holly, ivy, and mistletoe were all important plants to the Druids. It was believed that good spirits lived in the branches of holly. Christians believed that the berries had been white before they were turned red by Christ’s blood when he was made to wear the crown of thorns. Ivy was associated with the Roman god Bacchus and was not allowed by the Church as decoration until later in the middle ages, when a superstition that it could help recognize witches and protect against plague arose.

I love the idea of putting apples on a tree. We have a tradition of getting a new ornament every year to signify an experience we’ve shared this year but we might have to add some fruit, too. ;)





One step at a time









Took a walk with Andrew yesterday to the park across the street to clear my head. It worked, for a little bit at least. Lately I’ve been living a week at a time. Once this week is over I can recenter–catch up on my NaNoWriMo project, finish some books I started reading, watch some movies, make some things I’ve been putting off. I’m looking forward to relaxing.

First snow







The first snow day is always exciting. It’s like the whole city takes a deep breath. It’s all quiet, calm, clean, new. To me, winter isn’t winter without snow. I’ve lived in Nevada for ten years so I guess now I’m spoiled.

Right now I have a sleeping kitty on my lap and I’m trying to catch up on my NaNoWriMo book. I’m listening to Sucre and Vanessa Carlton. Andrew got me breakfast. It’s been a nice morning. :)

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It was a cold, blustery day here in Northern Nevada. It seemed like everyone was appreciating the visible change in season. I love when the atmosphere changes. I can feel it in my bones.

I used the coldness as an excuse to wear my favorite scarf, which marks it as the first scarf day of the year–almost as good as the day I get to pull my boots out of the back of my closet. When the sky is grey out, I tend to get up earlier so I can enjoy the cold weather. I also put my hair up in a bun and forgo wearing lots of makeup since I like the way cold air makes my skin feel.

Storms make me feel like change is on the horizon, and not just in the clouds.


#whatIwrite: New stories through familiar worlds–video games and storytelling

I wrote this post for several reasons—to pour out my geekiness in a place other than Facebook; to show how much video games can inspire the imagination; and to acknowledge the 2012 National Day on Writing, which is tomorrow, organized by the National Writing Project. I’m a journalist, a researcher and a writing consultant, so writing is a huge part of my life in the context of my career. But it’s also something I incorporate into all of my personal interests, like gaming, and at the end of the day, I love writing most when it allows me to explore different aspects of my self and stretch the limits of my own imagination. :)

I promise I play games other than the Elder Scrolls franchise. It’s just that during this time of year, I tend to delve into fantasy, so I end up reading mostly fantasy books, watching my favorite fantasy movies, and playing fantasy games. I guess it’s the cold weather that makes questing, wielding swords and bows, and wearing cool armor so appealing. The Elder Scrolls games were a huge part in making me want to research games in grad school, and what’s great about these games is that they essentially offer an endless amount of gameplay. I was pretty into games like Neverwinter Nights back in the day, but the Elder Scrolls are much more effective in bringing to life an entirely open world to explore. It’s probably a good thing I didn’t play these games as a kid because I would have never left the house. It was hard enough prying me away from my books. :)

Last year I did a research project with the National Writing Project about how educators can use certain types of video games—RPGs, like Oblivion, and sand-box games, like Minecraft—to inspire narrative and creative writing. My argument, backed up by many other game scholars, was that character creation and exploration in virtual environments can help students develop their own stories, using framework established by existing media. (I guess, in a way, it’s also an argument for the benefits of fanfiction.)

As a writer, this applies to me, too. Reading and writing were my passions long before I started playing games as a kid, but the reason I enjoy games as much as I do now is because they tell stories in a very dynamic and active way. I’m pretty picky about the games I choose to invest my time in (but I’ll try anything once!). I prefer single player games because it feels more like reading and writing—the independence allows me to navigate through fictional worlds on my own, making choices based on my own decisions.

I just got the new Skyrim DLCs (downloadable content), Hearthfire and Dawnguard. They’re both awesome because they provide a ton of new content and opportunities for gameplay. Hearthfire allows the player’s character to buy and build a custom house, which requires the player to collect supplies needed to build aspects of the house. This DLC also makes adopting children an option, and players can add other people to their household, like a bard or a steward. For people like me who love the role-playing aspects of this game, this has been a lot of fun. I’ve built a house for what I refer to as my “main” character, Arcadie (my lifelong gamertag/web name, taken from a Francesca Lia Block character), the one with whom I’ve logged the most hours and completed the most quests. Because Arcadie is the arch-mage of the College of Winterhold, the leader of the Dark Brotherhood and the Thieves Guild, the Harbinger of the Companions, and the Dragonborn, among other prestigious titles like thane of pretty much every city on the map, she doesn’t have a clear personality. The game encourages players to focus on particular skills, and while I started off doing that at the beginning, I more wanted to just conquer as many quests as I could. I’ve lost sight of who I want her to be in this universe. In this sense, she is very much aligned as a chaotic neutral character on the alignment chart, because she is both good and evil.

Dawnguard revolves around the premise of vampires vs. vampire hunters. There’s some cool new gear, like new armor and weapons (crossbows!). But with Dawnguard, I wanted to change up my gameplay, so I made a new character with a much more focused story in mind. Her name is Asha, which is my nickname in real life (and also an homage to Asha Greyjoy), and she is much more chaotic good. Using a mod, I was able to bypass the main quest altogether, so I don’t have to worry about fighting dragons. The mod starts off with character creation, and then shows that the player is locked in a cell next to a statue of Mara, to whom the character can pray for a new life, allowing the player to choose a storyline to explain their character’s starting point.

I chose that my character was “beaten and left for dead”–she has facial scars, so I thought this would give Asha a reason for those, and it also sets her up to be a somewhat reserved but opinionated character. She also has war paint, because, well, war paint is awesome. She is a ranger and a hunter, and has only a hunter’s bow and a dagger as her weapons. She only wears armor she crafts herself out of animal hides.

She wouldn’t mind finding a spouse because she wants to adopt the homeless little girl in Whiterun, so she’ll need a house, and she wants a house where she can practice her alchemy and maybe grow some plants. She loves wildflowers so she picks them whenever she finds them, and she has an affinity for sweet rolls and big pieces of steak. She prefers the natural to the paranormal, doesn’t like magic and thinks vampirism is a corrupted form of humanity, which is why she’ll align with the Dawnguard. She also won’t ever steal or kill unless she is attacked.

I just made this character last night, but I’m trying to stick to a strict role-play, like Chris Livingston did with The Elder Strolls. It’s been really fun so far living within these limitations, and it will be fun to develop more of a back story for this character based on the way the game progresses. Perhaps I’ll use it as inspiration for my NaNoWriMo book. I’ll probably be documenting cool things that develop with this character, but if this is too geeky for you, I understand. ;)

And hey, if you have Steam, feel free to add me and we can talk about games! My username is Arcadie, and my avatar is the Mirror’s Edge logo.

Mixtape: Changing leaves

Here’s a mix I made recently. I call it the “changing fall leaves” playlist because it has a lot of stomping beats and a lot of piano. It’s playful but a bit on the darker side, hinting at the dark days to come. It could probably be on a Starbucks compilation album, but it fits my mood lately. Enjoy!

p.s. Fun fact: I was in a band in high school called Muffins on the Run and we played one concert and covered the Stars song, One More Night. The band was short-lived. I was the drummer. You should definitely listen to that one. ;)

Click the to listen to the playlist.

1. Say Something, Sucré / 2. Little Talks, Of Monsters and Men / 3. Bottle it Up, Sara Bareilles / 4. Wine Red, The Hush Sound / 5. One More Night, Stars / 6. Amelia Jean, Jack’s Mannequin / 7. Fairweather Friend, Vanessa Carlton / 8. I Would Do Anything For You, Foster the People / 9. A Sorta Fairytale, Tori Amos

Fall moments

Fall is, without a doubt, my favorite season of the year. Part of this is because my birthday happens in the fall, so the season always holds a bit of magic and anticipation. I love that the weather is finally cooler, and I enjoy the sites and smells that accompany the fall holidays. It always seems to be my busiest time of year, but it’s usually the happiest, too. This is the first weekend in weeks where I’ve been finally able to relax and enjoy it!










From top:

  • Flowers from my boyfriend.
  • Pumpkin on our kitchen table.
  • Halloween nails–with a little kitty decal on my ring finger.
  • Preparing veggies for one of my favorite fall meals–stew.
  • Cups of tea and candles on my desk.
  • New book–the second Elder Scrolls novel.
  • My amazing new boots from Target. I’ve been looking for some furry boots for a long time so I can match my Oblivion character’s fur armor. Or the Forsworn in Skyrim.
  • A lantern hanging in our bedroom.
  • More fun footwear–owl socks from my mom (worn with my favorite pajamas in the world).

I’m spending the rest of my evening playing the new Skyrim DLC, Hearthfire! Have a great weekend. :)